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Post by roselle on Jun 20, 2011 19:17:01 GMT -8
I'm quitting.
I don't know if I'm taking an extended break, if I'm leaving forever, I'm not quite sure.
And I can't really lie about the reasons so I'm just going to spit them out. I've been sick. All those times I've been 'busy,' I've been at home or at the doctor's. I don't have enough energy to do much except for sleep and take my medication. The doctors keep saying I'm developing allergies, but we aren't quite sure yet. I've been tired. It hurts everywhere. I've been having trouble thinking straight and breathing has been rather troublesome recently.
Another reason is just... I don't even know. I come on here to say hello or do something, but I just get angry at myself for never doing anything on here anymore. I came on two days or so ago and I almost broke down in tears and I still don't know why I did. Maybe I feel like you're all angry at me and you deserve better than me? Yet at the same time I'm hearing that you all think I'm angry. And that's not true. I'm angry at myself, sure, but I'm not angry at you guys. I've been beating myself up so much lately that I think I need to either leave or take a break.
I may be back, I may not. Just give me some time.
Just know I still love you guys and I want to stay, but I can't anymore.
Bye, for now.
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Post by Ellie on Jun 20, 2011 19:21:30 GMT -8
I'm oh so sorry, Roselle! No one here is angry with you! I just hope that you feel better soon, and get to a point where you'll be happy again. You have to do what you have to do. <3 I hope you can come back one day. C:
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Post by Rad on Jun 20, 2011 19:59:27 GMT -8
Roselle,
I'm sorry that I am incapable of doing anything for you except hope that your situation will improve. One thing I can say for sure is that I'm certain no one here is angry with you, so hopefully that will be of some comfort. It is unfortunate that I didn't have the time to get to know you but all the same I wish you the best of luck. Farewell, for now & good luck.
We will miss you.
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Post by Wolfy on Jun 20, 2011 20:26:03 GMT -8
Roselle, I'm so sorry to hear that you're sick. I'm also sorry that you thought we were angry with you, because we're not.
Rest, relax, and get better soon. (: Good luck with everything, and I hope to see you again some time.
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